God is my strength!

Hey how are ya'll? Great I hope. My weekend was pretty good. Sunday was really good. My dad did some really good preaching both services. On sunday night I really got some help from God which I needed really bad. I have been letting my stress and worries get the best of me and I wasn't doing too good. I let things get to me too much. I worry about who doesn't like me and I guess I want everyone to like me and I know that that isn't possible. (not in this day and age) I have people right know in my life that would love to make me miserable and to be honest with you I have been allowing them to, but I talked to God about it and he IS gonna help me to deal with this stuff better. I don't know yet how God wants me to deal with it about facing these people but I am gonna do what he tells me to do because that is the only way for things to get better. It is so hard to forgive people and not have hard feelings when they treat you so bad. I have always been too sensitive anyway and people take advantage of me that way. I have a really hard time staying mad at someone even after they have done something really bad to me. In a way that is a good thing but on my side I just repeatedly get hurt over and over again and it hurts too much to let it keep going on. There has to be a time when I say "It will not be like this anymore and I am not gonna let you torment me anymore" and I think I am getting to that point. The only thing I know right now is that God is the only thing in my life that I can really depend upon and He will not fail me. That is comforting to know. Well, if you can pray, pray for me that I will be the best christian that I can be in all situations of my life. Later!