Another down...but maybe an up tomorrow..

To is a down...I know I seem to have more of them lately but I can't help it. I just have to blog about my life and it just seems to be crazy right now. This afternoon I realized that Levi felt warm, well, guess what he had a fever. I am just so worried about him and that I make myself sick. I know it's wrong to wory but I just do and I can't seem to stop. The song that Stephanie, Scott and the kids sing has just been in my head today. About on hour before I realized that Levi was sick I was singing it and then afterwards I found myself singing it and it helped me alot. The chorus goes like this. "The Potter knows the clay, how much pressure it can take, how many times around the wheel, till there's submission to His will. He's planned a beautiful design, but it'll take some fire and time, it's gonna be okay, cause the Potter knows the clay."

I love it because it is exactly what I need at this moment. Isn't it good to have a God that knows exactly what we need and when we need it? I don't know what I would do without Him. I just know that it's gonna be okay. Well, I guess I'll quit for now. Hope you all had a great day....love yuns!

Amy Grant 1984

Wow I just got this wierd idea to put in Amy's name on Youtube and I found this. I love all the big hair and the bangs...lol...Check it out....

Josie

My cousin Crystal had her baby about 4 weeks ago so I thought I would share a couple pictures with you. Her name is Josie. She is gorgeous.

Johnny English

I just recently watched Johnny English for the first time and I thought it was so funny. I found this clip on ypu tube and it is the part where he thinks he has a DVD to prove to prove the bad guys plot so he tells his friend to start the DVD on front of all those people. It is hilarious. It turns out to be a DVD where he is singing in the bathroom and he is being videoed and doesn't know it. The song is "Does Your Mother Know". I love the part where you see his lips start moving because he is singing the song with the DVD. Well, here it is....enjoy!!!!

Gracefully....

I am just trying to make it through this day without having to apologize to someone. I am just in one of those moods. I really battle right now with my additude and hormones. I am having to pray alot about it right now. I know it won't last forever but just when I need things to be kind of calm in my life because of just having a baby it seems it just turned upside down. Oh well I guess I'll just roll with the punches but I swear I am not doing it too gracefully. lol I am trying though.

Saturday went good. I took some pictures so maybe I will post them soon. My computer just runs so slow that I dread having to post them. Frank's granny give Levi two boxes of stuff. I was so excited about it. It really helps when someone does that for you and it makes you feel loved.

Chruch yesterday was pretty good. My mom and dad are in Indiana so I always miss them when they aren't there. They will be gone two sundays in a roll so that stinks. I hate it when they are gone. I live next door to them and I really miss dad coming in about 4 or 5 times a day to hug the kids and see how Levi is. He doesn't stay but for about 2 or 3 minutes each time but I still miss him. It is nice to have an adult to talk to everyonce in a while. Frank is usually working in the shop and I only have Levi and Reagan so I get really bored and TV is really getting boring. I will just be glad to get back to work. It will be rough though when I go back because right now all I do is pick up after the kids and clean and do laundry, but then I will be working a full time job and trying to keep up with 4 kids and 3 adults. Seven people, that is alot of laundry. Oh well, I can handle it, might not want to most days but it can be done. I just hope to do it gracefully. lol I am trying to do alot of things gracefully it seems....Well, I gotta get off of here and go pay some bills. Later!!!

THe Extended Family.....

I just got finished reading Joy's blog from today and I just think that she is the funniest person. I love your blog Joy. Please keep'em coming.

Tomorrow I will be heading out to see Frank's family from Nashville. We are going to meet his granny Walker in Manchester at her house in the country (which is what she calls it..lol..) but anyway they haven't seen Levi yet so we are going to meet them there and visit with them for awhile. I haven't known them long because Frank hasn't been talking to them ling because of some really bad past history concerning his dad and when he died so they are new to me but it has went well so far everytime we have seen them. His granny seems to really want to make up for all the lost time (which was about 10 years) that they haven't been talking. I can get along with just about anybody so I don't have a problem with them.


I just seen a picture of Angelina Jolie and she doesn't even look like she has had a baby, much less twins. It must be nice to have a personal trainer and the money to just do whatever. She makes me sick. It also surprises me that she has turned out to be this mommy person because she really in my book is a pretty nasty person. She has had a lesbo relationship in her real life and that just grosses me out. I also was a Jenn fan so I really didn't like it when Brad and her got together. Brad and Jennifer were perfect together. Brad was just attracted to the bad girl, I guess. Jenn was more your girl-next-door type and Angelina was your nasty bi-sexual person that I guess had more to offer. Don't ask me why I am blogging about Brad and Angelina but I am. I guess I should get off here and get some sleep. Ya'll be good now, ya hear???

The greatest of these is Charity............

Today has been a different day for me. Steph called me this morning and ask me if I would like to sub today at Faith Trinity Academy so I said sure so here I am at the school and they are at PE right now so I am taking a break and just thought I would blog for a few minutes so catch you all up on what is goin on. This past week has been better for me it seems. I know that there have been people praying for me and I know that God has helped me. I just believe that things are going to work out. Dad preached a really good sermon last night. He preached on have the proof that you are spirit-filled. You see, people may say that they are spirit-filled but do you have the proof that you are, such as having love in your heart for your brother and sister no matter what the circumstance may be. He mentioned a few other things but that was the main one and I realized that I need to love people no matter what and we all know that it can be hard sometimes to always love people like you should. The Bible does say that love will cover a mulitude of sin and it is true. Well, I am going to get off here and see if I need to do anything else for Scott. See ya later.

My interesting saturday...

Today was a good day. I got up this morning with no intentions of doing much but clean my house and of course pick up after the kids all day but then Stephanie called and I got this urge to want to go to her house and help her unpack some stuff. You see, she has been working her tail off with the new school and so they haven't had much of a chance to get their house in order so I wanted to help her some today so that is what I did. We had such a blast. We started getting tired this afternoon so we started getting silly and I started snorting like a pig while I was laughing and we just had a blast. We both needed to run to walmart to get a few groceries for tomorrows dinner at church so about 9:30 pm we headed to Sparta walmart to get our stuff and that was fun. It was 11 when I got in and I am beat now. Frank said he missed me, I guess he was lonely here without me. Oh, yea Stephanie has the hookup, man!!! She took me to their storage building and I thought I was in hog heaven. They have a little bit of everything. She gave me a new mouse for my computer which I desperately needed, a monitor, speakers (so now when Joy sends me emails with the funny videos I can actually watch them now with sound..lol..). She gave me a few more things too but that was the most exciting. Thanks Steph you are the stuff, Baby...lol...Well, I suppose I need to get off here and get in the bed (or should I say the couch) so I can get up bright and early in the morning and make it to church on time. Hey, God can still work miracles......lol